My pain is bigger than yours

He puts something on the table in the sky. He says he's having trouble with the distance. It's an evaluation problem. She says: "It's because of his eyes and not because he's going a little crazy.” He tries to show. It's an experience. Everything falls. He must now collect everything. It is dangerous and painful. He says “Help.” No one's coming. He is alone. He forgot if he had a wife. (Should he go and check?) He wants to get up. He bumps into himself. In a strange position. He explains his silence.

• Oxana Sankova is a Russian theatre maker and actress. In 2002, she graduated from the Russian Institute of Theatre Arts (GITIS) in Moscow. From 2002 to 2016 she worked as an actress at the Russian Academic Youth Theatre (RAMT). After an acting career of almost fifteen years, she chose a radical change of direction by studying Directing at the RITCS in Brussels, where she is now graduating. In October 2020 Oxana was part of Reclaiming Space, a work in progress by Khadija El Kharraz Alami at Kaaitheater.